check this out...~sHen shEn~

Subject: check this out...~sHen shEn~ January 3rd 2008, 7:40 pm

First topic message reminder :

hey guys notyourordinarygirl hir,, obviously imnew hir,, hmmn, dunno what to write po eh,, if you have questions PM me nlang po,,hehehe

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ April 1st 2009, 2:47 pm

I cried last night, a real good cry. Pero what are those tears for? Ewan ko. Hndi ko din alam. Basta bigla nalang ako nalungkot. Bigla nalang bumagsak ang mga luhang ayoko namang pumatak. And then, with no apparent reason at all, parang may naramdaman akong pain, 'yung tipong parang ang sakit-sakit sa puso. Pains na i am not sure kung saan galing, basta bigla nalang naramdaman ung sakit na yun.

And with my senti-mood i texted my kinakapatid.

ME: kapatid, naiiyak ako. T_T

HIM: oh why?problem?wag ka iyak, ge papangit ka, kaka-eyebug ka nian bukas..

ME: i don't know, bgla nlng ako naging sad, im hurting..

HIM: bkit?cnu nanakit sau?

ME: i dont know..argh ang weird..

HIM: cge,gn2 nlng, anu iniicp mo at bgla ka nalungkot?

ME: si a****

HIM: dnt cry na,y?wat did he do?icpin mo nlng magiging ok din lahat..

ME: ayoko nman tlga umiyak?kaso can't fight the tears from falling?..im hurting..

HIM: mnsan subukan mo mging mnhid at babaliktad din ang laht..

ME: wish things r jst dat ec.. :'(

HIM: cge, iyak ka, ilabas mo sken laht ng sama ng loob mo, den ako na bhla magtapon..

**'yun dahil sa sinabi niang un.lalu ako naiyak,binuhos ko sakanya lahat ng pains na nararamdaman ko,and then again i cried. After our talk, mejo i felt good, tpos naisip ko, naibuhos ko na sakanya lahat ng pains, pag tinapon na kaya niya un like what he told me mawawala na kaya ung pains? Ung hatred? ung bitterness?..pinakiramdaman ko sarili ko, pero ba't gaun? masakit padin?..

hay, sana things are just like that noh, ung tipong pwede mo ibuhos sama ng loob mo to someone tapos bahala na siya magtapon for you,tapos things will be ok again..sana,sana,sana..

---last night, i cried, a real good cry, and now?i feel so good, damn good..

*i posted this sa isang blogsite, just wanted to share lang..*

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ April 1st 2009, 4:56 pm

hi shen.. welcome back po.. Smile

hmm.. mukhang love probem kaya ka naiyak..

tingin ko, mga girls lagi nakakaranas nito lalo na yung wala ka nang magawa..

kahit paano naman shen, pag naiyak mo yan, nailabas mo ang inyong sentemyento.. mababawasan ang sakit.. di naman siya mawala agad tulad ng pagbura ng eraser na sulat na gamit ay lapis.. minsan, kahit yung sulat ng lapis, tingin natin ay nabura na.. pero meron pa din bakas na natitira.. Grin

ayus lang yan.. lahat yata ng girls.. dumanas yang biglang nalulungkot lamang.

hug 2

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ April 1st 2009, 5:16 pm

Emo moment?

Smile ka lang pagkatapos ng mga ganyang moment...

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ April 16th 2009, 4:44 pm

ate belle,uu nga eh.. your right,hay..feeling ko tuloy ang tanga ko..ang tanga-tanga,,

kuya jhulu,uu naman..kaso minsan, hirap na din ngumiti?!hehehe

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ April 17th 2009, 9:25 am

hi shen.. musta ka na?

be happy always ha Very Happy

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ April 21st 2009, 10:41 pm

hello ako nga pala si Misay.. hehehe nice to meet you.. tsaka welcome narin kita kahit late na... Smile

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ May 17th 2009, 12:14 pm

ate belle, i am happy,pero it's hurting me.. :"(
ate, can i get ur digits?or i'll pm u mine..hehe

misay, salamat po..

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ May 17th 2009, 10:28 pm

shenshen ^^

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ May 18th 2009, 3:04 pm

notyourordinarygirl wrote:: ate belle, i am happy,pero it's hurting me.. :"(
ate, can i get ur digits?or i'll pm u mine..hehe

misay, salamat po..

happy but sad? hay.. henlababo talaga si shen..
hug 2

wag alala, kaya mo yan..

pm na kita, tinext na din kita..

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ May 19th 2009, 9:51 pm

yan tama ka ng linapitan, mga dr.love yan ^^

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ May 20th 2009, 3:58 pm

ate belle, yeah got ur msg po..txt kita pag nakuha ko na fone ko,,asa shop po,pinagawa ko..nabasa..hahaha..

hi mark..naku kuya mark,hndi lang naman lovelife pwede makapag-pasad sa tao eh db?heehhe..anyway,how are you?

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ May 20th 2009, 4:53 pm

welcome back Shen!

Mabuti pa si Lola Belle textmate mo... bakit kami hindi

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ May 21st 2009, 3:30 pm

shen, mas madalas madaming load si kuya jhuly plus globe yan... swak kayo.. hahah

tsaka yang si mark... madaming load din...

ako laging walang load.. hahah.

message yun sa pm kuya.. hahah.

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ May 23rd 2009, 8:42 pm

Shen Shen nakita ulit kitang online!

Kumusta na po?

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ May 23rd 2009, 8:46 pm

kuya jhuly,dont worry, text kita later..hehehe..

ate belle, uu nga, pag tau ang magtetextan sosyal kasi parehong regular load, ala unli..hehehehe..

naku ate belle pati mark dami load? (panawagan kay kuya mark,pati na din kay kuya jhuly, ishare-a-load niyo ang batang si shen-shen..LOL)

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ May 23rd 2009, 8:46 pm

kuya jhuly..aus lang ako.ikaw po musta?

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ May 23rd 2009, 9:37 pm

Hala... pareho tayo ng panawagan... share me a load rin ang panawagan ko eh... hahaha

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ May 24th 2009, 10:01 pm

bat nga pala nabasa cp mo? may nagpasa ba ng picture message na isda? hehehe

si ms belle parang tuwing lunar eclipse lang mag load hahaha, maya text kita ^^

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ May 24th 2009, 11:28 pm

te shen..

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ June 23rd 2009, 10:49 am

happy..happy birthday shen... Smile

wish you all the best... bouncing

and the courage to be happy..<<<< narinig ko kagabi kay mr. boy abunda. :p

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ July 9th 2009, 1:25 pm

andito ako ulet..naku,naku..tgal ko nawala!tsk..

kuya mark,naku di lang isda dolphin pa..hehe..txt mo ko ha, pati share a load din..hehe Very Happy

ate belle, tnx sa pag-grit..late na nga lng reply ko..hehe

darkauranus, hello..

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ July 9th 2009, 5:05 pm

Hello Shen... kailan ka kaya namin makakasama sa mga EB?

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ August 29th 2009, 3:36 pm

naku kuya jhuly im sobrang looking forward nga sa Eb na yan eh..gsto ko na din kayo mamit lahat..heheh

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ August 29th 2009, 3:37 pm

it's over..finally over.. :'(

Subject: Re: check this out...~sHen shEn~ September 1st 2009, 9:59 pm

share a load? globe ka pala ^^